Today I woke up feeling good because last night I went out but I could have been in situation where I could have came home at 2 in the morning if I didnt have any strong will to say I am going home. So yesterday I did that and it made me feel more independant & made me feel determined towards school & being very serious about it and to come home at a certain time to feel wide awake for tommorow and not haveto worry about missing school. I felt more closer to my goal & coming closer to finishing my classes & today I really want to go to the gym to feel more determined as well.